2010 is just another year, as usual, I don't make resolutions cause I'll forget about them
2009 is just very very unforgettable, decided very determinedly at the crossroad of my life, picked myself up and landed with a pleasant surprise
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(Hint: it drives me crazy when all you can reply me was "dunno" "dun wan" "i dun k" Fuck that! what does that imply? i'm too simple and cheap to understand more words??? you never care!)
There were many who appear when it's over
I am very thankful to all of them, friends and besties
The day I decided not to be drowned in my sorrows, you appeared
I never thought I would be with someone like you
Gave me all the attention I need
Do every single little thing for me, I really really appreciate them
And get me out of my own mess...
At first I just can't take it off my mind that you were just flattering me, or jealous, or desperate.
Thanks to the previous hit in the heart, I literally thought that all guys are the same jerk as they are: they get bored with you easily and once they find it difficult to deal with you, they run away to hide, ignoring you and your pathetic emo face! then off they go looking for another bitch who could take their breath away and then they simply hurt the girl again! (Note: if you're not like that, sorry! it's just for the jerks, guy jerks~)
You are different.
No matter what I've said that hurt you in my rage(s), it's not meant to be that. I really know you care and you are worried about me.
I hate it when you're always blaming and underestimating yourself and it hurts me A LOT to see you like that because you're not like that!
I prefer your egoistical and confident side ok?
I luv u.
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Going off to Langkawi tomorrow for 3 days
But I'm so stupid I make us feel bad :,( having a headache now...
Love, Leah
(wrong place? yeah)